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05-02/11,601 notes via

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#i wanna vent lmao #i am not great my dudes #ive been relapsing a lot the past couple of days haha #i dont know whats going on woth me but like i really just wanna crash my car and die lmao #i feel so lost in myself and in all the shit im dealing woth rn #i feel like i could fall apart at any moment and that scares me #i feel like im screaming but nobody can hear me and yes i know that sounds dumb but fuck i cant help how i feel #i dont feel like im genuinley close to anyone anymore tbh? #i have my friends and im real close with thwm but like idk im jusy being stupid and i know that but fuck it who cares #why am i always letting myself get walked all over by people who dont deserve to do that #why am i always letting myself get attached to people who probably dont even give a shit about me #why do i do this to myself?!? #maybe its just bc im lonely #that would make sense #god i. fucking hate me what the fuck is my issue whats my fuckin problem i didnt ask to be born #i wish i wouldvr died at fuckin 7 #that short amount of life wpuldve been fine #i didnt really expect to make it this far even when i was a lid #KID #but now look at me #just actual garbage trying their best to not fucking swerve my car off a bridge #please end my suffering

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